Summer Bleg Update II

I posted this on GiveSendGo yesterday and thought I would share it here as well. If you want to know more about some of the challenges, will be glad to share a bit more, just let me know. Meantime, here we go:

First of all, my thanks to all who have donated! Anonymous or open, you are truly helping me to build and start a new life. For all that I have been blessed during and after being hit by lightning, I do seriously discommend being hit.

Right now, my main focus is on covering the cost of seminary classes. I took one this spring just to test how things would go. The cognitive testing I’ve had indicated that I was back to “normal” as in the ability range of an average adult and should be able to take a class. However, the doctor who gave me those tests also talked with me on the QT about one issue being to ensure the conditions to form new memories were there. The first course, which I loved, gave me a chance to try, modify, and verify things that could help ensure that I did form memories and retain the material. Not going to lie, though, it was a challenge.

Now, I need to see how that applies to doing two classes at once, and start looking at how things might go in a typical class. What I’ve done so far is distance learning on an asynchronous basis, meaning I can do parts of the class on my schedule rather than the courses schedule. However, I need eventually to be able to take regular classes and have what I need to do well in them. This is a step towards that.

There are other things going on as well. There are bills, there are some things I would like to do if possible here in the U.S., and ultimately I would like to do a pilgrimage to the Holy Lands and to go back to the monasteries that have invited me to come back for a longer visit. Taking care of all of those would be nice, but the key right now is covering the costs of the seminary classes, which are a major ouch.

Your gifts and prayers have gotten me this far on the road to recovery from being hit by lightning. With your help, and with the help and guidance of the Lord, the right things will happen for us all. Thank you.

So, thought this might help flesh out some of what is going on and why. I am being very deliberate for a number of reasons. Thought I should share a bit of that with you.

Summer Bleg

Summer Bleg Update I

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

Summer Bleg Update I

Just a quick update in regards the Summer Bleg. After talking with a guidance counselor yesterday (does that ever make me feel like I’m back in high school) and my priest, I signed up this morning for two classes this fall: Church History I and Patristics.

On the first, I’ve long described myself as a student of history. I was blessed to have a couple of good history teachers over the years, with my ninth-grade history teacher really making it come alive for myself and others. I’ve enjoyed what history I’ve picked up on the early Church and how people lived during that time. My hope is that we can and will get into the weeds a bit without having it become a slog of rote memorization of dates and such. The latter is how so many bad teachers kill any love for history, while the former is what makes history come alive.

On the second, Patristic and Conciliar Dogmatics may well be the key to a number of other courses. It will focus a good bit on the work of Saint John of Damascus, who laid out for the early Church it’s dogma (beliefs). That’s a bit of a simplification, but as I currently understand things his work codified those beliefs so that the Church had both a reference and a guide to share as they spread The Word. It will be interesting to see if that is a correct description or not, but understanding those dogmas will help with many other courses.

Any and all help with doing this and other things with walking a different path in a new life is very much appreciated!

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

Travel/Pilgrimage: Public Transport

A couple of questions/points have come up revolving around the use of public transportation, especially given differences in self-defense laws between countries (and here, states and cities even). The adage “Know Before You Go” comes strongly to mind.

There are cities where I would not hesitate to use public transportation any time of the day or night. There are cities where I would not use it any time of the day or night. Most are a mix to be honest, and the late night/early morning (say about midnight to 0400) are generally times to be on high alert, particularly on subways/metro trains.

In terms of this trip, Sofia had a wonderful subway system that I cheerfully made use of to get around. In fact, I got on it at the airport, rode into downtown, made one change, and came up less than a full city block from my apartment. The subway runs very much to schedule, the stations I used were safe and usually had some LE presence at the turnstiles (or whatever you want to call them), and you frequently saw LE and such taking the subway to and from work. So, while I was alert I seldom went to high alert while using the system. I was told one of the larger dangers were pickpockets, but never had a problem.

The only real downside to the Sofia subway system was that quite frequently the elevators used by those with mobility issues or luggage did not work. Those with escalators generally worked but I would still rate them as being on the edge of iffy, and therefore not something you could fully rely on.

I would also note that one thing helping with the safety was that panhandling on the trains was not allowed or encouraged and even traditional panhandling was not allowed in the stations. The one type of panhandling that did seem to be allowed were musicians, usually with a violin or chello, who played in various corridors. I will also add that most of them were quite good.

Quick note before I forget, most panhandling on the streets in Sofia is organized and comes primarily from one particular ethnic group. The people panhandling have an assigned location, are reported to have quotas to make, and can be quite aggressive. There are limits to that though, and I had the impression local cops could and would deal with anyone who got too aggressive.

Thing is, anytime there are panhandlers or people who try to walk close even when there is room, think and prepare for pickpockets. Crowded places, like markets or events, are sadly fertile grounds for them. Plan ahead, take proactive steps, and engage in passive if needed. I actually used to carry a dummy wallet as a passive measure, and will note that plastic grocery bags in the tops of pockets and purses can be a good barrier (noise, movement, blocking).

Tangent, but worth noting. RFID scanning seems to be a growing problem. I have anything with a chip, including my passport, in RFID-blocking sleeves, my wallet is shielded to block signals, and I even carried a passive jammer that works off the intruding signal. All I can say is that so far there seem to have been no problems and the expenses were frankly miniscule in the grand scheme of things. Can’t prove they did or didn’t help, and am very glad I took the steps.

Sofia also has busses and trolleys, which seem to go everywhere. I did not get to use these as much as I could or should have, and when I go back I hope to use them a bit more. Some are newer, some are older, but from what I saw and heard from those that did use them extensively, generally safe and relatively clean.

Constantinople (Istanbul to the heathen) had a metro train that got me from the train station to the area near the Hagia Sofia fairly quickly. The trains I was on were clean and, if you could get a seat, comfortable. The largest problem is that they have a fully automated entrance system that blows chunks as far as I am concerned. Getting assistance with it was problematic and I thought I was going to have to spend $$$ to get back to the train station via a taxi. They also allow musical panhandlers (often making use of small children) to operate on the trains. Not impressed and can’t recommend.

Just as an aside, as of the last time I used them, I’ve had good luck with the Paris metro; Moscow metro; Washington DC metro; and the Tokyo metro. In fact, I would rate Tokyo as my favorite. Sofia is high on my list, and I appreciate that stops are called in both Bulgarian and English. I will also note that when using any system you need to check on where the bad areas/stations are and avoid them.

As for self-defense and related topics, always check the laws where you are going. For example, when I grew up everyone carried a pocket knife as it is a useful tool. Even carrying a kitchen knife in your luggage for cooking may be illegal. Pretty much any type of knife or sharp objects is now illegal in the U.K, as is pretty much all self-defense.

Bulgaria has some of the best knife laws in Europe in my opinion, is good about self-defense, and there were even street/market vendors selling a variety of edged items. I liked that about Bulgaria. Greece, on the other hand, is more towards the U.K. in terms of pocket knives and such, though somewhat better on self-defense. Turkey, well, I was pretty sterile for other reasons but will just note that having a pocket knife makes a dandy excuse to detain someone for a while without charges while things are “checked out”. Again, know the laws where you are going, and make sure your travel insurance covers legal assistance for various contingencies.

Just a few thoughts to share this day. Always research, always double check, and always be prepared.

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Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

Pilgrimage/Travel: What Worked

My recent pilgrimage allowed me to try out several new things, from clothing to apps, and I thought I would share a few quick notes on what worked. Probably not going to say a lot about what didn’t work (apps). Always glad to share the good stuff.

My first recommendation wins the “Where were you 40 years ago” award: the SCOTTeVest. Oh my stars and garters, it made life so much easier. That’s even without tapping the Personal Area Network capabilities. For me, the vast array of secure pockets, one of which is even RFID shielded, made it indispensable. For going through security I put everything in it that would set off the magnetometer or scanner, dropped it on the x-ray belt, and mostly got through fine. The metal plates and artificial joints I now carry did cause some problems, but the vest cut the hassle a LOT. I also could change the loadout as needed, and always had potentially useful paperwork on me — along with my Billa shopping bags.

Honorable Mention: My Billa cloth shopping bags. Plan to start carrying them here too.

The vest held up well overall. My build was not a perfect fit for it (chest and shoulders) but overall a good fit. I would not recommend it for high summer, as it did get a bit warm once the weather turned hot, but it worked well for cold then spring.

I tried a couple of different translation apps, including one that had been highly recommended. I ended up trashing them and just going with Google as it did better than the pricey apps. Handled text, photos, and voice well and came in very handy. Worked well on cellular data and very well on wifi. Also, unlike the bought ones, worked everywhere I went. Next time not likely to bother with anything else.

Financial apps I used a good bit were Revolut and Venmo. Revolut was great for dealing with exchanges, getting money to a guide, and offers a lot more services I did not fully explore this trip. It does more than I know how to do, and I hope to find a good tutorial one it one day. Venmo I had not used before, but it also came in handy. Not used as much in Europe as Revolut, but still handy to have.

The communications app I used the most was WhatsApp. A majority of businesses had a WhatsApp number on their website or advertisements; many of the people I met there had accounts, and it was probably my most used means of communication. Why make potentially expensive phone calls when you can use the app?

The most intriguing app on the trip was AR Time Machine. I don’t know if it works anywhere but Sofia/Serdika; but, it made spending time in the Roman ruins much more interesting. When you scan QR codes in the ruins and hold your phone up, it doesn’t show the present but what the area looked like in Roman times. Turn around/look around with the phone, and it shows you what was where then, not now. Educational and entertaining and didn’t seem to be a data hog. Glad I tried it out and am keeping it on the phone just in case it is in use elsewhere.

Two transport apps I can recommend. First up is TaxiMe which probably only works in Sofia but was a great way to get a good taxi safely and without potentially getting gouged. It even has some limited English capabilities. The other is called Moovit and it handles public transport in multiple locations. My only issue with it is that I thought I got the ad-free, and didn’t. Before I try to use it again on a trip I will upgrade to avoid the hassle and delays of the ads. Not quite as intuitive as I would like, but it worked well enough to get me by.

Final app getting a worthy mention is the MPC app from Customs and Border Patrol. Returning to the U.S. used to mean a flimsy odd-sized paper form and the need to have receipts and more handy. It took me less than five minutes to get the app, set it up, and take care of the paperwork while the plane taxied to the gate. Very much simplified the arrival process.

Just a quick look at the things that worked. Hope they help you in your travels.

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

A Summer Bleg

UPDATES BELOW

I was going to wait a couple of weeks on this, but an anonymous donor has kicked things off with a $1,000.00 donation towards more seminary courses. I’ve talked a little bit about taking more courses, and there are some other things in work as well, so here we go.

The Winter Bleg only raised about a third of it’s goal. I had enough to go on the pilgrimage, but not enough to cover seminary and more. So, there is some debt that I want very much to eliminate.

On top of that, the experiment that was my first seminary course worked out very well. While it was a challenge, I passed and in fact earned a B+ or A- in the course. It was fun, I learned a lot (both about the material and what I need to do to handle taking a course), and verified that I can keep learning — at least through distance learning. For all that the testing said I should be able to do so, real results were needed to verify that being hit by lightning had not taken away my ability to learn. It hasn’t, though it is a challenge to make sure the conditions to form new memories are present.

What I would like to do next is take two courses this fall. If I can handle two courses and do well in them, that increases the possibility that I could pursue full-time study. The more I do, the better for my brain. Right now, however, I need to test, develop the systems that work for me to handle a larger learning load, and hopefully have some fun even as I learn to learn on multiple levels.

This means, however, that I also need to stay undeclared and a part-time student. Which also means no financial aid. The recent $1k donation is a huge step towards that, as I am looking at around $8k in tuition plus the need to pay off around $3k from last semester.

While I am not planning on any long pilgrimages the rest of this year, I am looking at a couple of short ones here in the United States, and would like to do a bit more if I can. I’m not even going to put a dollar figure on it yet, as seminary comes first but it needs to be in the planning.

So, this summer bleg is focused on taking more seminary courses, and paying off debt. If enough comes in to also do a couple of short pilgrimages here in the U.S., great. But, the thing is to get me where I can continue my studies and try to get my brain in shape for possible full-time studies while developing the systems to support such.

Any and all help would be very much appreciated. Your prayers and gifts have gotten me through some very rough times. They have allowed me to work towards figuring out a new life after the lightning strike. Now, I hope to start truly building that new life.

UPDATE I: Things are off to a slow start, but there is movement. I’ve been talking with guidance at the Seminary and have two courses picked out for the fall semester pending some approval and blessings. More details once those approvals and blessings come in. Also, thank you to whomever sent the item off my Amazon wish list. Again, any and all help is appreciated. One course was a challenge, but I’m looking forward to seeing how it goes with two courses.

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

In Congress, July 4, 1776

The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature’s God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.–That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, –That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.–Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid world.

He has refused his Assent to Laws, the most wholesome and necessary for the public good.

He has forbidden his Governors to pass Laws of immediate and pressing importance, unless suspended in their operation till his Assent should be obtained; and when so suspended, he has utterly neglected to attend to them.

He has refused to pass other Laws for the accommodation of large districts of people, unless those people would relinquish the right of Representation in the Legislature, a right inestimable to them and formidable to tyrants only.

He has called together legislative bodies at places unusual, uncomfortable, and distant from the depository of their public Records, for the sole purpose of fatiguing them into compliance with his measures.

He has dissolved Representative Houses repeatedly, for opposing with manly firmness his invasions on the rights of the people.

He has refused for a long time, after such dissolutions, to cause others to be elected; whereby the Legislative powers, incapable of Annihilation, have returned to the People at large for their exercise; the State remaining in the mean time exposed to all the dangers of invasion from without, and convulsions within.

He has endeavoured to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands.

He has obstructed the Administration of Justice, by refusing his Assent to Laws for establishing Judiciary powers.

He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone, for the tenure of their offices, and the amount and payment of their salaries.

He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harrass our people, and eat out their substance.

He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures.

He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil power.

He has combined with others to subject us to a jurisdiction foreign to our constitution, and unacknowledged by our laws; giving his Assent to their Acts of pretended Legislation:

For Quartering large bodies of armed troops among us:

For protecting them, by a mock Trial, from punishment for any Murders which they should commit on the Inhabitants of these States:

For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world:

For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent:

For depriving us in many cases, of the benefits of Trial by Jury:

For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences:

For abolishing the free System of English Laws in a neighbouring Province, establishing therein an Arbitrary government, and enlarging its Boundaries so as to render it at once an example and fit instrument for introducing the same absolute rule into these Colonies:

For taking away our Charters, abolishing our most valuable Laws, and altering fundamentally the Forms of our Governments:

For suspending our own Legislatures, and declaring themselves invested with power to legislate for us in all cases whatsoever.

He has abdicated Government here, by declaring us out of his Protection and waging War against us.

He has plundered our seas, ravaged our Coasts, burnt our towns, and destroyed the lives of our people.

He is at this time transporting large Armies of foreign Mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy the Head of a civilized nation.

He has constrained our fellow Citizens taken Captive on the high Seas to bear Arms against their Country, to become the executioners of their friends and Brethren, or to fall themselves by their Hands.

He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us, and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages, whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.

In every stage of these Oppressions We have Petitioned for Redress in the most humble terms: Our repeated Petitions have been answered only by repeated injury. A Prince, whose character is thus marked by every act which may define a Tyrant, is unfit to be the ruler of a free people.

Nor have We been wanting in attentions to our Brittish brethren. We have warned them from time to time of attempts by their legislature to extend an unwarrantable jurisdiction over us. We have reminded them of the circumstances of our emigration and settlement here. We have appealed to their native justice and magnanimity, and we have conjured them by the ties of our common kindred to disavow these usurpations, which, would inevitably interrupt our connections and correspondence. They too have been deaf to the voice of justice and of consanguinity. We must, therefore, acquiesce in the necessity, which denounces our Separation, and hold them, as we hold the rest of mankind, Enemies in War, in Peace Friends.

We, therefore, the Representatives of the united States of America, in General Congress, Assembled, appealing to the Supreme Judge of the world for the rectitude of our intentions, do, in the Name, and by Authority of the good People of these Colonies, solemnly publish and declare, That these United Colonies are, and of Right ought to be Free and Independent States; that they are Absolved from all Allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved; and that as Free and Independent States, they have full Power to levy War, conclude Peace, contract Alliances, establish Commerce, and to do all other Acts and Things which Independent States may of right do. And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor.

Whew

Sorry to miss yesterday, but we had a special service at church that kept me occupied into the afternoon. It was made even more delightful by getting to meet our priest’s month-old daughter. She was born while I was on pilgrimage and yesterday was her first day in church.

I ran errands early this morning, and am trying to decide if I really need to do one thing I forgot or if I can put it off until tomorrow. We are supposed to get some storms tonight that should help cool things down. Meantime, it’s summer in Indiana which means hot and very humid. Interesting that it very similar to the weather pattern 125 years ago, as well as a reminder this is not a new thing.

Plan to get up my usual July 4th post early in the morning, as we have a baptism tomorrow morning and vespers (only, no matins) tomorrow evening. Wondering if I will be able to see any fireworks tomorrow night as I don’t plan on going out again after I get home from vespers. Things have already gotten crazy here as Indianaman and Indidanakids are giving Floridaman a run for his money.

More soon.

UPDATE: This will show as edited as I’ve changed the boilerplate below as part of some general clean-up and editing of widgets and more. I’ve even cleaned up the Amazon wish list a bit to reflect some changes I see coming. Hopefully the mostly-behind-the-scenes stuff will make things a little cleaner and better.

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

Competition To Space X

Space X has become THE launch company for most payloads, and is taking steps that ensure multiple revenue streams beyond launch. If I can work things out, would love to buy a share as a long-term investment. Wish I had been able to go to work for them at the start, as I would probably be a millionaire now instead of on a pension.

In the medium- to heavy-lift markets, Space X really doesn’t have any realistic competition. It will likely be at least a decade before Blue Origin becomes a serious competitor if it ever does. This is less about technology than the management choosing and driving the technology chosen. Let’s just say that in my opinion the management and management direction chosen means that innovation, much less rapid innovation, is not the top priority.

While there are some innovative space companies in the United States, one of the most innovative small launch companies is in New Zealand. Rocket Lab is doing interesting things and is moving from small-launch into medium launch capability. It also just has done a deal that could and should put them on a similar revenue source track to Space X. Go check out Stephen Green’s post at PJ Media on what is going on.

Remember: innovation comes in many forms, and not just in launch or other technology. Success is going to come from innovating multiple revenue streams to support both general operations and rapid innovation in propulsion, launch, and related technology.

Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. If you would like to help me with seminary courses, pilgrimages, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. I’ve added Cash App ($CliffPow7) and Venmo (@Clifford-Powers-5). There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Thank you.

Today I Turn 5

Today, I am five-years-old. No joke. My life ended five years ago.

You see, today is my “Alive Day.” Among the mil-community, there is a concept that your Alive Day is the day that, but for the Grace of God, you should have died. It’s possible to have more than one Alive Day, and in fact I’m one of those who does have more than one.

In fact, if you hang around a number of the military/veteran blogs, you will see comments to posts like this one with someone grumping that they have several alive days. It is a sad bit of chest-thumping, but it is chest-thumping that can serve some good by getting all of us to sit down and give thanks for all the times God has spared our lives.

But, there is always that one big one. The one that truly ended your previous life and left you starting a new one. Sometimes radically so, as you face TBI and cognitive issues, loss of limbs or chunks, paralysis, etc. Sometimes it is more subtle: I knew someone in college who was in a car wreck, and was a totally different person afterwards. Radical personality change is a polite and understated description.

Five years ago today, at roughly 0445 hours, the life I had ended. A bolt of lightning hit a tree just off the porch where I was drinking coffee and reading the news. The doctors who have treated me since still have academic debates about what happened. The best/most likely scenario, worked out with those who actually work with the patients and one doctor who specializes in treating lightning strike and high-voltage electrical shock survivors, is that I did take a direct hit just behind my right ear plus got a load of inductance.

The good thing was, the right side took the brunt of things and the flow through my body. It exited my right foot via the ball of the foot (podiatrist was unsurprised at that), melted through my shoe and left a “scar” on the bottom of the shoe where it ran off. I’ve described the mental process here before, but will just say that the part of me that is me stayed alert and “thinking” even as my world turned white, then dark. Before the lights came back on, I wondered if I would see heaven, hell, or something else when they did come back on. I admit relief that I saw the porch when the lights came back on. In fact, I was convinced for a bit that I hadn’t been hit, and even said a prayer of thanks to God and the Theotokos that I was alive and it had missed me. Even then, part of me knew it was by Grace that I was alive.

You can read one account of what I felt at the time here; and, you can read up on this particular journey here. The high-level overview is that since then I’ve had open heart surgery, both shoulders replaced, found out that my right ear qualifies for a hearing aid but getting one is useless as about half the nerves are fried, dealt with a number of digestive system issues, and have spent more time in hospitals and doctor’s offices than I care for. I’ve fired a couple of doctors and found at least one good new doc. The oddest things that have happened are that I had to relearn how to sing, my eyes changed colour, and garbanzo beans/chick peas now can put me in the hospital. Some of the most effective things that have happened are speech/cognitive therapy, physical therapy, and massage therapy.

The best thing that has happened are several things that all tie together in one thing. Before I was hit, I was an unhappy Roman Catholic. Traditional Catholicism was being attacked from within and without, and the church I had been attending was no longer an option. Trying to find a new one near to me was frustrating. So, I widened my search parameters online and otherwise, and almost immediately three different things pointed me not only to Orthodoxy, but to one particular church. Not too long after I started attending that church, a change in cardiologist (much needed) raised the possibility of more open-heart surgery and I even thought a bit about a transplant (I decided no at the time).

Then, I was baptized into Orthodox Christianity. Not long after, a day of heart imaging showed that not only did I not need more surgery, but that all the damage from the strike had been healed. There was also some other healing physical, mental, and spiritual. That is an ongoing process. I began sharing that here, and elsewhere, but tried to keep it low-key in many respects. Turning the blog into an online ‘Hour of Glower’ was not and is not the plan as it is the fastest way to send people running rapidly away. Faith is a part of everyday life, and I think sharing it that way is the best way.

Today, I am five-years-old. No joke. My life ended five years ago. When I stood up again, the person I had been and the life I had were gone. Nor do I want them back. I was given the opportunity to live a new life and to grow into a new and better person through that process. There is more I could say, and over time I will share it. For now, there is one thing I think it very important to state for the record.

Today, I am five-years-old. Thank you to all my readers who have been with me over the years, particularly these last few years. Thank you to all my readers who have joined in since I started my new life. Thank you to all who just pop in every now and then. Your prayers, your support, and your gifts have kept me going and helped me to heal and grow. You have all been a valuable and important part of this new life, and I can’t thank you enough for that.

I think my journey is about to accelerate, and I hope you will all come along for the ride. In addition, there are some fascinating developments underway in space exploration and exploitation, interesting medical research, and a good bit more that I hope to share. And to my veteran friends and readers, if I ever do go ‘Hour of Glower’ you are free to have a verbal sock party and set me straight.

There is more, much more I suspect, to come. After all, I’m only five-years-old today.

If you would like to help me with this trip, seminary courses, and more, feel free to hit the fundraiser at A New Life on GiveSendGo, use the options in the Tip Jar in the upper right, or drop me a line to discuss other methods. I’ve added Cash App ($CliffPow7) and Venmo (@Clifford-Powers-5). There is also the Amazon Wish List in the Bard’s Jar. Getting hit by lightning is not fun! It is thanks to your gifts and prayers that I am still going. Thank you.

General Stuff

Good Morning! The morning is being nibbled to death by ducks, but getting some stuff done. One domain renewal, lots of minor stuff. The presentation at church went well, may end up putting together some separate presentations on art, architecture, and other topics. Hope to have a real post later today.

More soon.